Things are going well. Got all my reservations. Already trying to get my photo shoot together for next weekend instead of waiting until the last minute. If I can find some people free, I may see about renting costumes from the costume shop. That would be fun ( Read more... )

I wrote a long entry in my regular blog (http://jessabrez.wordpress.com) so I don't want to resay things. Mom and Jerry sent me flowers because they know I'm having a rough weekend --and I hadn' even mentioned that the nightmares are back pretty bad, and the little knee-jerk thing i had ( Read more... )

I wrote this morning, right? I think so . . . Um, since then, I've . . . put pictures online. Checked all the stupid daily website comics I check. Napped. Showered. Gone shopping and got two adorable bikinis and a latte, all free (gift cards and coupons! yay!) Slept more. Read a little bit. That is all ( Read more... )

Zoo was fun. Had an argument, per usual, and the Dallas Zoo isn't half as good as the Ft. Worth one. But it was still fun. A few pictures are up on facebook and myspace ( Read more... )

Hardly slept last night. Got up at 6:30 to finish packing. Bad traffic on the way to the doctor, but he saw me right away, then went straight to the airport for my 10:25 flight. Dad gave me $100, then went on to give me a lecture about how I'm getting fat, in so many words. Basically, he wanted to know if I was finding time to exercise, then ( Read more... )

okay, Heather talked me through my sadness, I'm as packed as I can be until tomorrow, and now I'm feeling a little better about going back. I'm pretending the weather there is beautiful. She's coming to the airport to get me which will be PERFECT because basically the most depressing thing is getting off the plane and there's no one to meet you ( Read more... )

Since it is certainly no longer summer ( Read more... )

BAHAHAHA. So not only have I stooped to actually watching this episode of Zack & Cody or whatever it's called, they seriously just had a conversation about Orlando Bloom. Irony, much? Did that really just happen? "Orlando Bloom likes smart girls." ". . ." "No he doesn't."

( I assure you, he does. )

Doing better today. Still not great. I'm still cranky. Although at the moment I'm doing actually very good because I've overeaten --which means I'm really not doing that well at all. I had said I wouldn't go the gym today, but I'm feeling HORRIBLY guilty that I haven't. I went walking this morning for about 45 minutes to take my flickr.com ( Read more... )

I'm not a happy camper. All I really want to do right now is go walking, but it's 95degrees outside. If I go walking in this, I'll just throw up ( Read more... )